Today is your Dr.s appt. I am pretty nervous. I don't really know what awaits us with the test results but I know that we can handle it together. I love you. Hang in there babe. WE will get through this.
I love you
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Hello My love..
It makes me sad that you are so sick. Actually, it frustrates the heck out of me. I hate seeing you in pain. If I could take it all away from you I would in a heart beat.
Through all of this you are still amazing. You are still making some time for your kids and a little for me. When I was at the hospital with you the other day, the 5 hours flew by. I can't remember the last time we were able to sit and have a grown up conversation that had nothing to do with work, kids, family, money, or politics. Actually, any of those would have been fine just to be able to talk with you. Sometimes I think we take for granted how much we actually like eachother. I know I do. It is nice to be reminded that you are a pretty cool guy, outside of being a fantastic father.
Right now you are asleep on the couch with Matthew in your arms and the kids are watching Diego. It's awfully cute to watch. I love when Matthew crawls into your arms and wants nothing more to sit in your lap and experience that closeness that we all need from you.
I don't know when all this will get better but I know God has a reason. I will do all that I can to help you get better because I love you. You are my very best friend, the love of my life, and my soul.
Through all of this you are still amazing. You are still making some time for your kids and a little for me. When I was at the hospital with you the other day, the 5 hours flew by. I can't remember the last time we were able to sit and have a grown up conversation that had nothing to do with work, kids, family, money, or politics. Actually, any of those would have been fine just to be able to talk with you. Sometimes I think we take for granted how much we actually like eachother. I know I do. It is nice to be reminded that you are a pretty cool guy, outside of being a fantastic father.
Right now you are asleep on the couch with Matthew in your arms and the kids are watching Diego. It's awfully cute to watch. I love when Matthew crawls into your arms and wants nothing more to sit in your lap and experience that closeness that we all need from you.
I don't know when all this will get better but I know God has a reason. I will do all that I can to help you get better because I love you. You are my very best friend, the love of my life, and my soul.
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